Sorry just dont cut it...

Kenapa lelaki selalu igt depa boleh tipu pempuan n get away with it?? Aku dah ckp byk kali, klu nak tipu pon jgn bagi aku tau... i dnt care... i know u lied, but i dnt want to be certain about it. bkn nya 1st time, u kept doing this over n over again. i'm not a fucking dumb girl!!! i know that my feeling towards u cloud my jugdement sometime, tp tu x bermakna u can do whatever u like. have u ever consider what i feel when u lie to me, and the fact that i know u lie but i pretend i dont, so that we dont start a fight?

Sorry just dont cut it when u said u left ur phone in the locker at work, therefore not answering my calls n replying my text when in fact u were fb-ing at the very exact moment via mobile.

Sorry just dont cut it when u said u had to do overtime until 3am when u told me the nite b4 it was only until 10pm where in fact u were out with the boys. I KNOW.

Sorry just dont cut it when u said u gonna text me when u're back from work, i waited all day for u, just to received a text saying "i'm tired, work early tomorrow. bye"

Berambus kau dari hidup Aku!!!

aku tak perlukan seseorang utk kongkong hidup aku. kenapa kami yang kena terima akibat. sapa yg bhagia skrg?? xda sapa pon. dulu cakap lain, bila dah dapat, mana janji dulu tu??? aku tension sgt pikir psal depa. ko igt ko tu sapa, nak masuk hidup kami pastu nak control semua. aku ckup rimas, dgn asaimen yg berlambak2, semua nya nak kena incharge...please...CUT ME SOME SLACK.. aku penat sgt...hampa tau tak..penat sgt... T_T.. aku benci org yg buat janji tapi pastu x tunaikan, klu bukan sebab atas dasar hormat, dh lama aku tggi suara, aku ni cuma nak jaga hati semua org.. tapi ada ka sapa2 yang jaga hati aku?? aku diam, x melawan, lagi hampa ckp mcm2. aku bukannya hamba hang!!!!!!!!!! bila aku diam, lagi hampa pijak2 aku. jgn sampai aku naik gila. ckp la apa yg hampa nak, aku dah lali dah, diri sendiri tu yg terlalu insecure, so jgn nk salahkan org lain!!

Selepas cuti CNY

Keje menimbun2, x beragak btul...huhuhu... tp xpa, sem ni aku dah x tangguh keja, ada keja terus buat..hujung minggu boleh kuar dating. haritu ada buat microteaching, hmmm... nampak je mcm senang kan, set induksi 5 minit, tp, nak pk apa nak ckp dlm 5 minit tu, mmg payah, kena2 org yg xde kreativiti mcm aku ni. hope it turn out ok.

tadi baru hantar rancangan pmbelajaran, bila masuk klas ni, rasa mcm tertanya2, "ready ke nak jadi cikgu?" practical dah tak lama lagi. rasa macam, pengetahuan tak ckup luas utk jadi cikgu..

esok, present pasal Sulfuric Acid n acid rain, uwaaaaa...nak kena study sket lak psal ni malm japgi.penat..penat..penat.. ni yang rasa nak layan citer kak limah ni..huhu..

MidSem Break.

Cuti sgt sekejap, x sempat buat apa2 pon kt penang. sehari sblm balik bru kluar brfoya2. xdela berfoya2 sgt pon. kuar pegi jln2 n shoping2 kat queensbay, pastu pi main layang2. best woo.. yg penting time spent with my 3 babies. hehehe... emm... i dunno y, tension la ngan ibu balik umah ni, aku pling pantang bila adik2 mngadu duk kena marah... xkn dia expect ktorg dgr ckp dia straight away...never la... ok2...xnk ckp psal dia. cuti ni best, tp adik nmpk homesick sgt. cian dia..

main layang-layang sambil bwak handbag yer..

layang2 terbang rendah jer.

testing main kat rumah dulu, takde angin lak..

mix fruit...yummy!!

Hari sabtu lepas, 5.2.2011. kami 8 beradik pegi Genting. pegi ni pun sbb nak bawak sarah. dah lama sgt dia excited, so kenala bwak..hehehehe.. tapi x puas la sbb ramai sgt org, satu game bratur nk dekat sejam, main x sampai 5 minit pon. hhuhuhu..

nmpak pendek lak...tp tinggi oke!

xtau nape mamat2 belakang tu pon senyum...sibuk!!

kyra, yang, boy, and me dalam cable car..

pika, boy, yang,chik, akak, kyra, me n adik.

mini train...mkan dlm train..haha..

p/s: Bila lagi la nak dpt bercuti camni yer wahai kazen2 ku...